6 months nofap today - trans P

in truth I think dudes only like she males because there mind makes it seem like they're women.. it's confusing for alot of ppl.. really tricky lol smh but they let there penis do the thinking and then try an rationalize whats happening or has happened.. devil on the shoulder thing not all your thoughts are correct is what we as ppl need to learn or it could lead you down a dark dirty smelly hairy aggressively confused path lol

 

T porn is a very common stop in the porn addiction cycle. As it has been stated here repeatedly, it does *not* mean that you are gay or bisexual. You should not let this define you nor bring you down. This is just what porn addiction does; like a drug addiction, one builds tolerance for the usual dosage and one is compelled to seek out an elevated and more intense hit each and every single time. That being said, it should be apparent to you that you have stumbled upon an extremely insidious and potentially psychologically damaging genre of porn; almost the pure heroin of the porn world. We should do everything in our power to completely stay away from this particular area of porn, as well as porn in general, and let our minds heal and be open once again to activities that can bring us genuine fulfillment and happiness.

 

The amount of bad advice here is shocking.

Keep going @Believe007. Also, the "don't look at the horizon" approach is a good one! I have not heard of it described like that before.

Just remember. Not everyone on this site wants the best for you, most do, but not all. Filter out the garbage to focus on what you believe as a man. Great username by the way. I know you're capable of filtering bad advice, but its sad to see someone try to hold someone's hand to the edge of a cliff.

 

Wow man that is amazing. As someone who has been fighting with trans p addiction for several years now... the furthest i’ve went was 60 days before watching it again.

This past month i fell into the trap and started binging it again and it’s crazy how no matter how long i go, it’s always trans p that i fall right back into.

Can you confidently say at the 300+ day mark that trans p is no longer attractive anymore? Does it ever still cross your mind or do you feel absolutely disgusted by it now?

Just hoping for insight as i seriously never want to watch this shit again

 

Have you considered the fact that maybe youre just into trans women?
I had many sexual experiences and even a 5 month relationship with a trans woman long before l ever watched transwoman porn.
Its OK, nothing wrong with being that way.
What porn did to me was change me from always being a "top" to being a "bottom". I acted out these fantasies and discovered it definitely was not for me! It was the porn messing my brain up.
Have you ever been with a trans woman in real life?

 

Keep going Brother.

Also, do yourself a favour and ignore the 'it might just be what you like bro' advice. This is not you. As another very rational user put it, Trans porn is the heroin of the porn world.

Advice to the contrary is going to be wrong. The science in 'Your Brain on Porn' is clear: I say to those telling the OP to embrace this confusing porn taste - stop giving dangerous advice based off a few sex positive activists.

I have experienced likewise and I am secure in the knowledge I have learnt in the book. Read it - perhaps only read the parts relevant to you, but the book has the power of wielding you with knowledge in your fight against the enemy.

I started off with very vanilla porn and here I am years later wondering if I might actually be gay. It is a completely standard path to take in addiction, except porn has the added effect of making you question everything you ever thought you knew about yourself.

Good luck man! You will shake this addiction off.

 

Respect, that's great work.

 

gg

 

Hang in there mate!! You got it!

Have you got any kind of PIED or erection issues?

I did escalate a lot on t porn as well and even acted on it. It was a lot of dopamine, was not bad, but did not feel like it was my true nature

 

Congrats dude,
Good AA quote I heard; "No matter how far down the road you are, the ditch is not that far."

Stay strong dude.

 

How do you feel mentally?

 

Dude this is the perfect strategy for me I think I'm going to implement it and see where it goes. Thankyou for sharing your story, I also have a trans porn addiction but whenever I have a relapse I feel so disgusting by what I'm watching, I know deep down that this isn't what I'm attracted to. But you always have people telling you that its you, and that it isn't bad to be attracted to it, but I know that it just isn't me, so its always good to see other people who agree. Goodluck bro and thanks for sharing.