I’m in! Day 0/60 After 153 days I decided to downgrade from no PM to no P. Today, 19 days later, I woke up with nocturnal emission. It feels like the two times I was enjoying M could be the cause of this uncontrolled behaviour... so in order to fix that I am now joining this challenge with no PMN (porn masturbation, nocturnal emission) and the goal is to complete it before I’m loosening it to my more long term goal of no P. P is the real evil! Good luck all
Another relapse... But I wasn't searching for bad things like P videos hard but something more soft like a girl M a guy (well should not tell you that to not attempt you to fail but I need your support guys). So concerned to my goal this is a relapse cause it's wan't on a medecine site but a P site...
9 days. Almost slipped last night though. Pulled myself back from the urges but was not easy. Gotta keep focused on my goals.
Day (whatever day it is today - I'm on phone so can't see)/60. Performing some theatre this afternoon, generally feeling good about it all
On my 10th day. Fantasizing kept me up last night, but I know it's just my brain trying to trick me into PMO. And I know where that road leads.
I know what you are going through with the fantasies. Luckily they haven't kept me up at night but they come a lot during the day. I have to remind myself to stay focused and not be distracted. Congrats on day 10. Should be proud you are now in double digits.
I'll try to constantly keep focus on want I really need to do and not let my mind go away to be attempt to fail... I think about something to those who mainly try stop P : okay what we see look great BUT you not feel it you just see and that's annoying.