Hi, I am on 5/60. I want to ask that if I abstain from PMO at all and all the leading things, I am getting very odd effects like feeling shivering and strange pains in my body. Is there anyone else who feels the same thing?
Day 58 @Gavinfree @Christian Fox What up, guys!!! Oh man.....ive been having some positive experiences lately...well, I am still lazy, depressed and anxious af a hole..but still I can sense some kind of improvement in how people see me. Be it random stragers on the subway or the people i play online with. I just met a nice dude from miami.....its going ok now! I'm glad nofap is working for me on some level. Just today earlier, i saw a documentary about female orgasms, there were some nude flashes but it didnt bother me enough to pull one out and go straight at it. After building a streak, we are a bit cautious about relapse, I guess. I wouldnt give anything to let this good vibes go away!!! I hope not! *Ive seen some comments in Youtube about nofap, well...i did Survive the NoNutNovember2018 Challenge.... I will put it in my signature!
10/60 and 40 days in total. Celebrating today with a big session in the gym and then coming home to cook a steak with fried onions and mushrooms. Can't wait!
Fell last night after almost two weeks of freedom. Feeling pretty shitty about it. I really wanted to make it at least through Christmas. BUT the thing is, I fought really hard and almost made it through. It was a heavy cloud of stress that knocked me down. I can regroup. I can start again. I can enter 2019 porn free. The next chapter of freedom starts now! Day 0/60. Let's do this.
Day 59 NGL....last night was pretty rough..earlier in the day, I was watching some provocative videos, about the guy motoboating girls and he does ask questions to drunk girls....it was entertaining/arousing...i decided to not watch that type of videos in YT anymore...but again in the night i started looking for asian massage parlous in nyc....it led to me goign to a P site...quickly i closed the tab but i did read some forums though.... i felt pain in my hip and i did have some pre-cum (i'm really not sure if its that) ....i took a shower, visualized my best selt and went to sleep...i didnt hae a wet dream or anything....so I consider that NOT a relapse. If i dont fuck up this night...i will be fap free for 60 days tomorrow. Me being 27 year old virgin isn't helping at all...plus I don't have any female friends...so it is inncredibly lonely! thats why I forgive myself for foolishly seeking and entertaining the idea abut seeking a HJ/BJ from folks at the asian massage. It is what it is, man...
