Day 0 Relapsed I feel this most recent relapse is due to a severe mismanagement of my own life so I can only blame this on myself, I've been staying up late, drinking an influx of caffeine, and an over indulgence of entertainment. I'm going to try and correct these ways to the best of my ability.
48/60 49/60 The massage in the spa was excellent. A relaxing and pleasant conversation with a young beautiful masseuse.
Day 16 completed. Right Understanding, Right Thought, Right Speech, Right Action, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness and Right Concentration. In other words, purify your mind deeply, which will do the above for you. And all those noble souls have achieved this through one means - Meditation (to eradicate deep rooted cravings and aversions).
Day 18 completed. On my death bed, should not have regrets that i had not tried my best to overcome my deep rooted sexual cravings. Through right effort, right thoughts - i will strive to live today as better person.
Day 0 I relapsed again. I really need to get myself together if I am to complete 60 days of NoFap and forward. I just want to stop getting horny and watching the messed up things I watch.
51/60 I don't think it will be a problem to last another 9 days. Then I continue for up to 90+ days or until the first activities in the bedroom.