60 days in difficult mode (benefits and doubts)

Today I have reached the mark of 60 I am 30 days away from getting the challenge of the 90s and along the way I have noticed benefits but there are also problems.

The context is as follows:
. 24 years
. Use of pmo from the age of 12
. Remarkable climb in pmo from vanilla to trans porn (never gay)
. Sexual problems from erectile dysfucion with condo to low libido
. HOCD

Benefits I've noticed for 60 days:

. Climbing loses strength: Trans porn does not provoke cravings or impulses and even if it crosses your mind it does not generate sexual response but possibly it will still be there if I try to check.

. Sexual desire returns with small old cravings: after 15 days the idea of vanilla porn craved or fantasizing about real women could hurt my progress because it bordered on them.

. Hocd and anxiety disappear and are controlled: It is difficult to heal your brain and live with Hocd at the same time since Hocd will be your enemy when you feel better, maybe you do not have impulses or cravings but Hocd will tell you that you have to check that you are no longer attracted X fetishes and that is when you will fall again so I advise you to accept the doubt in your head and continue that doubt later of a while it will mean nothing.

Doubts:

. Flat line: I don't understand the flat line very well so I hope someone can help. I have come to notice especially after my first wet dream how difficult it is to border with real women but with a little imagination it can generate a sexual response even if it is weak, it is a serious problem for me because I doubt if it is a flat line or is that bordering on other occasions while I have restarted (always with real women not with porn) has made my libido lose.

. Abut: As I explained before from day 15 the climb went down and the usual tastes took strength which caused me to border with girls from my area never with porn. When I talk about bordering I don't talk about M without getting to O I'm talking about imagining myself having sex. I would like to know if it is a huge mistake that I have committed or not have to worry me and follow my path.