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Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by blacklabel92, Jan 23, 2021.

  1. blacklabel92

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    still viewing semi nude pics, model/escort pages. i want to stop. dont really want to use blockers. i just want to stop.
     
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    Yea, I feel you.

    My viewing is "accidental", browsing trends on twitter, hoping I'll run into something, a lot of it's kinda twisted too, stuff I would normally find exciting is met with disgust (I don't need to tell you how warped the furry community is, but it keeps cropping up), it stupid and I should stop.
     
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    i mean arent we all a little warped? especially today with the amount of content available right at our finger tips lol so i dnt judge. im just as fucked up in the head as the next person.
     
  5. Pizzer

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    No judgements here.
     
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  6. ruso

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    I used to see these threads as an opportunity to tell people to meditate, work out or whatever other self improvement thing I can think of. But lo and behold got back on Instagram last week and all I looked for was bikini models. Today I got rid of all those accounts, and retraining the stupid algorithm to show me artwork, design and coding stuff. Feels weird, but just gotta let my mind get used to the new shit I guess.
     
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    same bro. i still browse my go-to pages. still tryin to cut the habit. i feel like ill get there soon enough. just gotta keep refraining and build more restraint and self control. im still recovering from years of pmo.
     
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    no lol. i wasnt implying that u were. just a thought that came to me when u said tge furry community is warped which btw looks like a cool community to be apart of. never really knew what it meant, lol.
     
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    Well like anything, I guess it has a good and bad side, it's just the bad side seems particularly insidious, but each to their own, I'm in no position to judge considering the depths I sinked into. XD
     
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    Teasing is a real problem the we addicts face. We intentionally put ourselves in these positions because we know there is a good chance of giving in to the temptation and relapsing. Little by little we chip away at our resolve until we finally give up. It’s a typical self destructive behaviour of addicts because the end objective is obviously to get another hit.

    my friend, if you really just want to stop then do so. Honestly just think what’s not letting you stop? Nothing except your own addiction. Simply remind yourself that these are the exact situations that will separate a successful step forward from another failed attempt at getting clean. If you haven’t relapsed yet then take that as a win and build up on it. Pull the handbrake and walk away from it before one day it really is too late. Today is not that day, so you haven’t lost yet. You can do this!
     
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    i think we can both agree on that cause same, lol.
     
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    thnx bro, yeah i truly want to get clean from it so i believe as long as i stay in the fight ill get there. might fails a couple times more but eventually i find a rhythm. reminds me of when i kicked cigarettes, took me years, gradually i went down to alternatives then eventually the nicotine urges stopped, im hoping knock on wood that this will be the same.
     
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    Keep going man.
     
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    thnx bro.
     

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