(Also posted in my journal) I've made it 60 days without P, M, or O. It feels great to reach this point. I haven't mentally edged or looked at any escort ads since before my last post. I'm surprised that I haven't been horny at all. Of course, I still think women are beautiful and check them out, but I've noticed that my appreciation is a bit less lustful and more of taking in the whole package. No PMO has been great for making better use of my time. Porn just sucks up so much time when you feel like there's nothing else to do, and masks the fact that a lot of more important things are missing from your life. I've also noticed that my flaccid penis is generally bigger and less "shriveled up" than it was during the days of frequent masturbation. I'm still in the middle of the most difficult transition in my life. I left an old career (that I have no interest in continuing) in a town where I was respected and knew a ton of people. I moved to a new city and am living in a sibling's house at 37 years old, and am pretty much broke after the move. I lost a great girl. I'm attractive, look very young for my years, and am athletic - but because of my situation I don't see myself being a viable dating prospect for the foreseeable future. I do finally have a job prospect, so that is a confidence boost even if it doesn't pan out. All I can do is keep working on my life plan and make myself a better man. I'm glad NoFap is here as a tool to help establish discipline and growth in my life. Here's to another 30 days (in all likelihood still in Hard Mode, haha). Thanks for reading!