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Hey,
I know exactly what you're talking about. It feels like the temptation of the first fortnight. I must have stopped at the same time as you, and the last 2-3 days have really been hell. (I get to bed feeling a massive relief that I've made it to the end of the day without PMO)
I have the goal of 6 months, but boy... my mind is telling me you've done so well-you should treat yourself... once won't matter.
I watch loads of Jordan Peterson youtube videos on addiction, and just taking responsibility, which works for a short while. Trying to get a few things done, which is fine for 30 mins to an hour then the HUGE cravings come back.
When you realise you're addicted you certainly can see how incredibly strong this addiction is... Dammit.
I need to make it a week more then I'll be visiting family and busy and away from possibilities of temptation- being alone this week isn't helping.

 

Yes I failed relapsed twice around 45 days, Temptation is too too high. No idea how it manage it. if you over come this please share and point out how it was.

 

Thats about where I usually fail. It sucks