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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 28, 2017.
Finally day 1 is complete....
Day 1/7 is done!
Back to day zero
Ok I am back, day 1. Had a reset.
Day 1 done. Had some tough relapses in the past three days. However, I have learnt from them and moving ahead with positivity.
day 3 completed feeling more focused
Join us in our quest to stay clean in this No PMO August challenge! Only one more day left to join!
I just been binging everyday.
Need to start again!
0/7 presently on day 1! Must do this on hard mode!
today is day 5. i have had such strong urges. in fact i came so close to relapsing. I'm not sure if anyone has this but I sometimes find myself touching my soft penis when lying down watching something (not pornography) sometimes it feels uncomfortable if i don't do it. occasionally it gets hard after doing that and i notice im hard and stop but then the urges come. I'm noticing more, and more as I write this. 30 minutes ago my urges became so strong that I began to play with my hard dick. i didn't jerk it or feel pleasure but i came really close to just giving up and beating off. at the same time as this i started to watch this female wwe match, and then the urges kept going, and i wanted to watch this porn video that i remembered but i didn't know the name of it so i tried searching up the actress on google i never found it because my phone has restrictions but this same exact thing has happened before leading me to relapse I then download Instagram but luckily got distracted and instead of searching for the porn actress on Instagram I read some posts my friends sent me. i then deleted Instagram in efforts to make relapse harder. now i'm here writing.
I personally don't think i relapsed because i didn't see any porn except for a quick glimpse on google images of a picture of a porn scene that my parental restrictions didn't block out for some strange reason ( as soon as i saw it out of the corner of my eye i closed the page. I'm actually amazed that i didn't relapse. i got so close though. I'm now noticing that the unconscious move that i make when I'm playing with my soft penis leads me to relapse down the line because it then gets hard, and even more unconformable which leads me to look up some girl to then beat my meat.
What are your guys thoughts do you guys have the same thing.
I PRAY THAT I CAN COMPLETE THIS DAY
I'm leaving the house right now to meet with friends so that should help. its really hard when stuck inside all day. Later Im going to go for a run it will be the third day in a row. Trying to build up my cardio, and become more fit. Yesterday i ran a mile in 7:15 my best time yet i hope to improve
I HAVE TO STAY OF THE INTERNET DURING THOSE TIMES