Today is day 7. I guess i have completed the challenge. proud of myself i learned very valuable lessons on this journey. even though i have done 7 days before this one was different, and i learned much more. I started going outside more luckily my friends were sick of being in the house all day so that really helped gave me something to do. i feel so much better then i did at the start of this challenge right after i had relapsed. don feel as sad, and depressed. i feel much more important, and meaningful. I Have started running one mile everyday. really helped gave me something to strive for, and helped me improve in life. I hope to continue this habit of running , and never relapse again. I have noticed i have become stronger when it comes to fighting my urges, i had big urges in the morning, and i overcame them but came really close to relapsing its really hard because in the mornings i have to get on zoom for like 4 hours, and i get bored of listening, and i find my mind thinking about girls which leads me to what to watch the LFL which is female football in lingerie clothing which is really hot. then my mind starts to race, and i question why I'm doing this "stupid " challenge but then i get a hold of myself and see that the small feeling of pleasure is'nt worth it, and those girls are pixels on the screen why don't i go out there and get one not watch one online. (that was my battle today) GLAD I OVERCAME THAT HURDLE. i will join the 30 day challenge or the August challenge now. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TRYING THIS CHALLENGE, AND REMEMBER STAY POSITIVE DON'T GET INTO THE SUNKEN PLACE !!!
You are doing well, continue your progress, you inspired me to continue my journey against PMO. PS: Dont feel guilty when you start thinking about girls, you are a man dude, thats absolutely normal and a scientifical fact/true. Just dont sticky to the "pixel ones" haha and try to create relations with the real ones. Im certain you will become a champion over this situation and will find peace in your heart.
Day 3 in progress... 3/7 Almost relapsed last night but somehow i find a way to dont fall to the urge. Willpower prevailed against it!
Glad i could be of some inspiration. unfortunatly i just relapsed 10 minutes ago it was'nt to porn just some youtube video. i dont feel good but not as horrible as i did the last time i relapsed. i notice that once i relapse after a long streak the following days are horrible its like i continue to relapse over the course of a week or 2 masturbating once a day or even twice at times. its really bad becuase i feel so shitty, and depressed. right now because i was able to feel so good after cmpleting the challenge im gonna change the way i do things instead of getting extremaly guilt, and sad, and just accept defeat im going to continue my good practices, and use my previous mistakes on the last streak to improve this one. instead of just relapsing again in just a few hours like i usually do after a relapse im going to fight harder, and jump right back into a 7 day challenge. I cant allow myself to go right back into the shitty way of living. m going to run again tonight even though i feel weak even if i cant run as fast. im going to take a cold shower even if i feel pathetic. -just because i fell in the water that dosn't mean i have to let myself drown Some analogy i just came up with. REMEBER YOU HAVE THE POWER NOT YOUR PMO ADDICTION. YOUR IN CHARGE IM IN CHARGE
I'm back after completing the challenge because i relapsed on day 8 need this for some structure, and motivation Day:0 HERE I GO
