Didn't report back for the last five days because i was on relapse after relapse but, again, i decided to stop today. Day 0. Let's go.
Day 1/7--Mondays are always the hardest for me, but today has been and will continue to be different.
I have failed will start again from tommorow. I failed because of the same reason as last time, i was not using my time productively, and was breaking my own rules. I reached day 8, and now i must start again. But some of the imrovement i made this time will stick, if i learn my lessons properly from this failure then i should go much farther next time. failure is not momentary, failure is creeping, failure can be predicted. I will start again from day 0 tomorrow.
Nightsweats suck, I get them too sometimes in the PMO loop. Day 0/7 One day at a time, let's not get lost in far-off objectives, just tomorrow, day one.
Day 1 /the best i can. Give the devil a slight entry point and he will throw a grenade in to get you outside where he can do whatever the fuck he wants with you. Simply put Don't peek.
