[7-CHALLENGE] THE SEVEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

DAY 1 COMPLETED 1/7

 

Day 3/7

 

Day 5/7 checking in (day 8 total).

 

day 2/7

-couldn't sleep properly last night (slept alone and woke up at around 2 - in between all I felt was anxiety for being alone, going to sleep knowing I'm alone with the fear of ghosts - and got properly back to sleep by 7 in the morning when I could see light outside)

-loneliness is back.

-A thought came to mind whether to hire a prostitute to feel a sense of touch (I never had true intimacy with anyone, always was single. Age 25 M)
-I know it could become a coping mechanism/dependency, which is one of the reasons I don't want it.
-other reasons are against my known conscience, takes effort, risky etc

 

jumping in on day 4/7

 

Day 0 . Starting a new challenge

 

Day 0/7, here we go again!

 

It's day 2 of the 7!
I am having a rough time, since my brain is sexualizing everything non-stop. But I withstand it.
I have installed a web filter called cleanbrowsing which is a free DNS filter for your computer. You can set a password for disabling uninstallation and disabling the filters.
The master password is locked to a word document secured with a password. The password for the word document is a in another word document which is secured by a password, too. I have done this 7 or 8 times to prevent myself from disabling the filter while on autopilot. This helps!

 

5/7

 

Day 3

 

Day 3/7

I already have a DNS filter, cold turkey, and edited host file to block p. Might add another layer by what eloquence had done (just in case, found out its paid service nm).

 

Day 1/7

 

Day 7/7!
I'm stoked to be here, even though I'm hurting a lot from other things in life. It felt so good ticking that seven-day challenge box in my signature.

Now on to the 14 day challenge. Looking forward to seeing you there

 

Day 3/7

 

Day - 0/7
Well.. I joined and signed up for this challenge.
I hope I come out successful.
This is me starting my journey. Hope after the end of this I can say, Oh My God.. I did it..!!
Here I go..

 

Day 0. I know I can do it, it's tough but impossible is really just "I'm possible". Lets go

 

I'm in! Day 0

 

6/7- almost there!

 

Day 2/7 .Work harder ,Stay stronger .

 

Day 4/7

-my emotions do not partake anymore.
-nor relying on any willpower.
-it's like exercise I don't like to do it by I do it anyway.