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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 28, 2017.
DAY 1 COMPLETED 1/7
Day 5/7 checking in (day 8 total).
-couldn't sleep properly last night (slept alone and woke up at around 2 - in between all I felt was anxiety for being alone, going to sleep knowing I'm alone with the fear of ghosts - and got properly back to sleep by 7 in the morning when I could see light outside)
-loneliness is back.
-A thought came to mind whether to hire a prostitute to feel a sense of touch (I never had true intimacy with anyone, always was single. Age 25 M)
-I know it could become a coping mechanism/dependency, which is one of the reasons I don't want it.
-other reasons are against my known conscience, takes effort, risky etc
jumping in on day 4/7
Day 0 . Starting a new challenge
Day 0/7, here we go again!
It's day 2 of the 7!
I am having a rough time, since my brain is sexualizing everything non-stop. But I withstand it.
I have installed a web filter called cleanbrowsing which is a free DNS filter for your computer. You can set a password for disabling uninstallation and disabling the filters.
The master password is locked to a word document secured with a password. The password for the word document is a in another word document which is secured by a password, too. I have done this 7 or 8 times to prevent myself from disabling the filter while on autopilot. This helps!
I already have a DNS filter, cold turkey, and edited host file to block p. Might add another layer by what eloquence had done (just in case, found out its paid service nm).
I'm stoked to be here, even though I'm hurting a lot from other things in life. It felt so good ticking that seven-day challenge box in my signature.
Now on to the 14 day challenge. Looking forward to seeing you there
Day - 0/7
Well.. I joined and signed up for this challenge.
I hope I come out successful.
This is me starting my journey. Hope after the end of this I can say, Oh My God.. I did it..!!
Here I go..
Day 0. I know I can do it, it's tough but impossible is really just "I'm possible". Lets go
I'm in! Day 0
6/7- almost there!
Day 2/7 .Work harder ,Stay stronger .