There was this girl & it didn’t work, do I need to explain any further? I am so fucked up right now. Been failing miserably recently. Have also started drinking too much. Last time I felt like this I got into MDMA (glad I dragged myself out of that one). I’m so fucking afraid of myself right now I can hardly leave bed. Constantly thinking like ”what if something bad happens that makes me want to compensate” (you all know what I mean by ”compensate”, right?). Will try to calm down right now. Next week I’ll reset my counter for this 7-day challenge. If I’m strong enough to once again make it through, I might proceed with a longer reboot streak. Right now I really just need to get my shit together - even if just for a few days.
Ill probbaly stop updating if i keep relapsing, but im feeling more optimistic this time, as I found an AP and am on day 2 with no urges. So here we go again!
Sounds like you are making great progress! Use this as a reminder that you ignored the nsfw thumbnails and felt good about it keep up the good work!
Relapsed back to 0 again :-( as @2525 said do not watch it always and relepsed even if we watch for a very short time Have blame myself pm next time i will not do it if i think about it. Stay strong and we will win this bad habit
3 \ 7 Complicado ... Empiezo a sufrir un poco. Tratare de hacerlo pero el insomnio me ataca. Espero ... Solo eso espero.
