OK, I did it.
Started good and got harder every day. Yesterday I felt very horny so I figured would be a good moment to start sex with my woman (hasn't happened very frequently, you can imagine why). It was really frustrating. I couldn't get an erection, I felt tired all the time, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about P...
Today all I can think is go back to P again. I'm having a hard time controlling myself.