There was this girl & it didn’t work, do I need to explain any further?
I am so fucked up right now. Been failing miserably recently. Have also started drinking too much. Last time I felt like this I got into MDMA (glad I dragged myself out of that one). I’m so fucking afraid of myself right now I can hardly leave bed. Constantly thinking like ”what if something bad happens that makes me want to compensate” (you all know what I mean by ”compensate”, right?).
Will try to calm down right now. Next week I’ll reset my counter for this 7-day challenge. If I’m strong enough to once again make it through, I might proceed with a longer reboot streak. Right now I really just need to get my shit together - even if just for a few days.
Thank you for your post bizzle, kinds motivated me again. I threw away, the possibility to go alone into the internet, and now I am again at day 3. I hope that now I will make it to day 7. thank you. Did you achieve day 7?Sounds like you are making great progress! Use this as a reminder that you ignored the nsfw thumbnails and felt good about itkeep up the good work!
No problem, glad to help! Congrats on your day 3! I am on day 6 today. We got hit with snow really bad but I am still going to try to get out of the house, as staying in usually isnt the best way to avoid temptationThank you for your post bizzle, kinds motivated me again. I threw away, the possibility to go alone into the internet, and now I am again at day 3. I hope that now I will make it to day 7. thank you. Did you achieve day 7?
Thank you, this is something that I really need to do and by doing this it will get us over the first hurdle and on to the next. We will see 365 days soon bro but for now, I look forward to seeing 7 days for all of us on this challenge.Exactly. Me too! I’m glad to do it with you, brother.
Day 2
Today was a productive day. I feel the symptoms, they are like a drug addiction... but they’ll start to leave after the first week. See you tomorrow!