I have let myself down too many times guys. I feel I will never escape this trap that I keep setting myself up for over and over. Relapsing over and over is taking its toll on my confidence and eventually I may be stuck in this stupid act. But since I've gotten past day 0 and moving into day 1 I feel I just need to focus more after not taking this seriously. But being driven and determined is the only way to accomplish this and I just on this occasion want to be determined. By relapsing I let this community down and this time I will try my best not to repeat that mistake. Day 1 here we go.
A droplet into an ocean... I know how it feels. But all it takes is a drop for a trickle to become a flood. Perseverance is everything with this. Day 2 put behind me.
O / 7 .... not again ... had better control than these days ... Need an AP I mean AP forum if there is ...
