[7-CHALLENGE] THE SEVEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3

 

Day 7 completed....

 

Day 6 to night will be 7 days. Past couple days have been difficult but haven’t giving in.

 

Its really hard, but I won't give up.

 

0/7

 

Day 1/7 feeling great today, I was with my gf all day long so I had a great day... Keeping busy right now playing computer games!

 

Day 6, I guess.
I have heavy urges now! I am so fucking disappointed with myself...especially today while I look back on things I should have done 6 months ago...I am trying hard to do them now!

fml.

 

Restarting the whole process again... I made it to 30 days butt the relapse is so bad. This tym i know that giving in after such a good run hits you harder than anything before... I WILL NOT GIVE IN AGAIN. Seven no PMO days to begin.
Day 0 of 7.

 

I have failed, but I will be entering the 90 day challenge. This time, I will NOT let my heart defeat my mind.

 

5

 

Lets start again.

Day 00/07

 

Failed again 0/7, lets gooo

 

Day two done. Five more to go.

 

Back to day 0

 

Day 0 of 7

So I am back at this challenge. I figured I had to deal with the stuff causing high levels of stress and even anxiety first, before really being able to have a chance to succeed in this challenge. My brain uses PMO or even just MO to deal with anxiety, stress or cope with loneliness (which really does not even exist for me in the first place --> depressive thoughts), but what it always does is making it even worse. I rearranged some things in my life, allowing me to reduce stress significantly in the past few weeks and being able to work out regularly. Also registered for an appointment with a psychiatrist to deal even further with anxiety and depression. While I am nowhere near having severe depressive thoughts or extreme anxiety, it is affecting my life and thats enough for me to deal with it.

Hope this will work out, I wish everyone the best in the challenge and an awesome summer!

 

day 5 of 7

 

I'm in.

 

day 2 keep focusing on my purpose

 

Day 3/7...

 

Another Zero day. I'm headed to confession today. I really need to structure my life so that I don't have free time to wander around the internet or be "bored". I'm using PMO to avoid what's important in my life because it scares me. I want that good feeling of control worse than I want to get off.