Just relapsed, starting from the bottom does not feel good but I have to be honest with myself here
This time around, I know a little more about what to avoid and how this works for me so I'm ready for it
Day 0/7
Day 5 is really rough..have a huge headache..trying to focus on work but I can't. I watched a video talking about the brain on porn and it showed (censored) explicit video scenes which is making me really, really want to relapse. I went to check my e-mail and I accidentally typed in my email address and password for my porn stash email account without realizing it (i was just in some kind of automatic mode) and accidentally ran into some text that also makes me want to relapse. Can't stop thinking about women right now and feeling weak.