70 days completed.

Troels. L

Troels. L

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No porn no masturbation. It has been a battle in myself, ultimately I won.
What I have noticed is a shift in my attitude towards life in general. My eyes have cleared up, even when I am tired, I don't have that unconscious dead eyes, they almost vibrate with life now. I feel more motivated to improving my psycics, Which I do. More appreciation for the little things. It is a feeling which I have rediscovered within myself, I remember having sports in school looking forward to it, talking with friends, looking at girls, striving to be the best at running. :)
 
Congratulations of 70 clean days. Tonight woke my mind up a bit, of the possibilities that exist that one can improve their personal life, just by cleaning up their daily behaviors. I cant ever imagine going more than 7 days without masterbation, yet I also know that I havent made a real effort to change. I was so enthused at the prospect of changing my life after I had read some of the positive signs people in recovery have had from a physical and mental health perspective to stopping the viewing of either porn or a fantasy mindset. I know I've had difficulty concentrating, I've found alot of little things constantly get on my nerves, I find I get frustrated so easily in life, and watching porn over and over and over cant help. Yet I have trouble getting over the mental barriers, all the sissy porn I watch and fantasize about. I know its a sickness, yet something that I turn to, to seek some sort of emotional relief.
 
Troels. L said:
No porn no masturbation. It has been a battle in myself, ultimately I won.
What I have noticed is a shift in my attitude towards life in general. My eyes have cleared up, even when I am tired, I don't have that unconscious dead eyes, they almost vibrate with life now. I feel more motivated to improving my psycics, Which I do. More appreciation for the little things. It is a feeling which I have rediscovered within myself, I remember having sports in school looking forward to it, talking with friends, looking at girls, striving to be the best at running. :)
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Too good bro...keep it up...It will develop your social relationship.
 
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