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70 days crusade, I am on it(any slightest PMO reset the timer)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by EdwardL, Jun 21, 2015.

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  1. Jun 21, 2015 #1
    EdwardL

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    I chose 70, quite long for a first-timer. I'll check in daily and see am I determined enough to say goodbye to the me I hated.

    Welcome to join me :)

    The victory is ahead of us.
     
    EdwardL, Jun 21, 2015
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  2. Jun 21, 2015 #2
    EdwardL

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    Day1: Tho I havent done PMO for a couple of days, I still decide to mark today as Day1. Nothing much is happening, besides the cheerleaders from a game gave me an intense arousal which never happened before. Anyway, it's not porn; I am on track today. Nice start
     
    EdwardL, Jun 21, 2015
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  3. Jun 22, 2015 #3
    EdwardL

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    Day2: Nothing significant

    Edit: I was wondering whether reading some erotic literatures(or stories, if they cannot be counted as literatures) will be considered as PMO, cuz there was an intense desire in my wanted to read some. I held it, after the Batman slapped my face on the NF Emergency app :D
     
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  4. Jun 22, 2015 #4
    Mr_Annon

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    I'm nearly on my day 2 lets do this together brother!
     
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  5. Jun 23, 2015 #5
    EdwardL

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    Awesome! We'll make it :D
    I'm not so happy today; my visa application was rejected, no more travelling for this summer :(
     
    EdwardL, Jun 23, 2015
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  6. Jun 23, 2015 #6
    Mr_Annon

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    Oh That's bad news bro sorry to hear that and I'm striving for day 3, this morning was hard but nothing is going to stop me :)
     
    Mr_Annon, Jun 23, 2015
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  7. Jun 23, 2015 #7
    EdwardL

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    Keep it up bro, it's been just three days :) I came across an issue of Playboy on my phone late yesterday; I gave it up after some struggles... Ehhh, NOTHING EROTIC AT ALL!!!
    Well, still life has to be filled so we wont find it boring. I picked French and workouts, you?
     
    EdwardL, Jun 23, 2015
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  8. Jun 23, 2015 #8
    Mr_Annon

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    I am going to the gym more and I'm just doing my regular thai boxing and starting mixed martial arts soon.Been watching some people's videos on youtube who have made it to give me motivation.
     
    Mr_Annon, Jun 23, 2015
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  9. Jun 24, 2015 #9
    EdwardL

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    Day4: I can feel the urge building, but occupying life with activities alleviate it and it's quite simple to rule the idea of PMO out of my mind
     
    EdwardL, Jun 24, 2015
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  10. Jun 25, 2015 #10
    EdwardL

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    Day5: fine day
     
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  11. Jun 25, 2015 #11
    Mr_Annon

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    Same brother last day or so has been easy for me just have no desire for porn or mastermation anymore
     
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  12. Jun 25, 2015 #12
    EdwardL

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    Horrah! We'll keep this up!

    edit: typo
     
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  13. Jun 25, 2015 #13
    Mr.Potato

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    I am on day five too, can I join you two ? =p
    I did check some porn (just few minutes) out but I will try to stop it all together and go hard mode !
     
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  14. Jun 25, 2015 #14
    Mr_Annon

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    I get the urge to go onto it but don't feel the urge to masterbate don't really see porn as nice thing as I did before, Also I have noticed more girls have noticed me and touched me more :p but that might be just because I have been going gym more. I have seen to have no desire for porn anymore and I have been dreaming lots more having the strangest of dreams some with sexualness some which are just strange. You guys been having the same things happen to you ?
     
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  15. Jun 25, 2015 #15
    IGY

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    Pornography is defined as: writings, pictures, films, etc, designed to stimulate sexual excitement. http://www.collinsdictionary.com/dictionary/english/pornography
     
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  16. Jun 25, 2015 #16
    Mr.Potato

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    Mr_annon

    That's good for you =)
    I still feel that I have urges to watch porn, however I believe that they will eventually go away after my cerebral cortex fixes this dopamine pool that has been porn dependent for years. Two things help me fight the urges. First is going to the gym or running which relieves my sexual tension and clears my mind. Second is fasting. I am religiously required to fast for a month and fapping during the day will break my fast. but during night I try to surround my self with family or friends to not fall into PMO.
     
    Mr.Potato, Jun 25, 2015
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  17. Jun 25, 2015 #17
    EdwardL

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    So basically every single media which is designed to arouse people... I used to go to the GWA(a reddit for self-made erotic audio), and somehow I always justified myself by convincing that it was not porn... Now I see that, thank you IGY. :)
     
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  18. Jun 25, 2015 #18
    EdwardL

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    Of course :) If that's your first time rebooting, I can say it's quite normal to have some strong urges to check P or sth erotic. However, keep your mind away from P will probably boost your rebooting process, even if you dont MO after that.
     
    EdwardL, Jun 25, 2015
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  19. Jun 26, 2015 #19
    EdwardL

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    Day6: I dont know how the hell I spent an hour in a video game looking for prostitutes.... I must have been crazy... anyway it didnt lead to M or O, thank god.
     
    EdwardL, Jun 26, 2015
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  20. Jun 27, 2015 #20
    EdwardL

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    Day7: Milestone!
     
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