70 days In things get heated

So I will make the past as simple as to understand, I am 30 years old, I have been watching porn since I was about 16 probably been masturbating since 13/14 years old. Never occurred to me in many failed sexual encounters that there was any substance in my ed, I was a heavy drinker I just put it down to that obviously never wanted to face the real truth. Fast forward age 28, December 27th 2015, been married now for 18 months, this girl she is the love of my life she is all I ever wanted in a partner I wanted the family I wanted the settlement the enjoyment with the one, she tells me ‘it’s over’ there is nothing in our marriage that I am non existence I am distance, our sex life was well nothing and I will agree on that one because I was suffering chronic ed with her and what woman wants that from her husband. , we split up my marriage was gone I was heartbroken. Fast forward one failed reboot and to where I am now, I’m 70 days In porn free but still frequently masturbating every weekend, I’ve met a beautiful new young lady, she stayed with me last night unexpectedly may I add but never the less I thought my ed was gone, everything would be ok.... how wrong could one be, my erection let me down when having intercourse and to be honest I was totally devestated by this, we tried twice but with the same outcome. I have read so many posts over and over but I still cannot convince myself that masturbating is causing me problems, is it that or have I not been clear of porn long enough, I’m at a total cross roads and am in need of some words of encouragement or anything anyone can offer. When will I be able to have sex again without having to worry about ed Help.

 

Thank you for the kind words mate, I really appreciate you taking the time to reply to my post.

 

Absolutely, great advice thank you I have you right, that is the only way to overcome this, no I don’t think of pornstars when masturbating not thoughts of that ever cross my mind.