Hello brothers, Just want to share with you that I'm starting my 9th month without porn ! After many tries I finally made myself able to heal deeply from the dark side of porn... 8 months back, I was deeply binging into it (femdom, shemales......), had terrible HOCD (I was close to being hospitalized), depression and anxiety... I started doing NoFap and not going back despite of bad withdrawals and urges to escape in sex... I started counseling a very good psychologist after a few tries with other ones whom didn't match with me. I accepted to take antidepressants, insisting on the fact that I did not want just to mask symptoms but really work on myself, find the cause of my issues and heal deeply. He heard my will and then we've started to work on it every week. I've just quitted my medication, a month ago, again with withdrawals but I could manage them, and I feel good. No more huge anxiety, depression, no more acting against my values, binging on porn and killing my self-esteem, no more massage parlors, escorts and so on... I'm now in a relationship with a beautiful girl who has a 6y/o daughter. I've just found a well-payed job that allows me to have enough free time to enjoy life. I feel way more confident, proud of myself, and able to manage life difficulties when they come. I wish everyone here to be cured from this addiction and all of its side effects. Be strong amigos !!