Rakakakaka
Fapstronaut
After almost 3 months, I notice how much sexual content there is everywhere. I have an antivirus, and still, many times a day I see sexual ads, and other things that I didn't notice before. However, now I look at it from above as something that is unworthy of my attention. And this feeling is wonderful.
I began to notice in myself an openness to people, and the fact that it is not particularly difficult for me to start conversations in a bunch of strangers. Yes, it's still hard for me to feel like I'm in a large group of strangers, but after a while I start talking to them, and people come up to me and start a conversation themselves. I can't get used to it.
It has become easier for me to communicate with girls, I look at them not as special people, but as everyone. The feeling of loneliness has not disappeared anywhere, although it is not as strong as before.
Summing up, these difficult 3 months have borne fruit, however, there is still a huge pile of everything that needs to be worked on.
I began to notice in myself an openness to people, and the fact that it is not particularly difficult for me to start conversations in a bunch of strangers. Yes, it's still hard for me to feel like I'm in a large group of strangers, but after a while I start talking to them, and people come up to me and start a conversation themselves. I can't get used to it.
It has become easier for me to communicate with girls, I look at them not as special people, but as everyone. The feeling of loneliness has not disappeared anywhere, although it is not as strong as before.
Summing up, these difficult 3 months have borne fruit, however, there is still a huge pile of everything that needs to be worked on.