9 year pmo free

For the longest time that I was fighting my addictions, I thought no woman would ever fall in love with me. So for almost 29 years of my life, I secretly hid myself in the shadows of my addictions and I thought I would die single and have no chance of experiencing the joys of married life. Until one day, a woman gave me a chance to like her and pursue her. I made a promise to myself I will not hide my addictions from her by telling her everything early on. It took me 2 months into our relationship to finally confess everything to her. I told her I have something dark hidden in my life and I don't know if you will continue to love me. She was so intrigued and had no clue what it was until finally, I confessed my secret life to her. It was such a huge relief for me that the woman I dearly love got to know the real me and accepted me for who and what I am! She told me she loved me no less and that she appreciated my honesty. To my surprise, sex has become an easy topic of our conversations and it made us closer in our relationship as a couple.

She became my ally in my struggles and we got married 10 months into my sobriety. My wife has become a source of my strength and inspiration for me to never go back to my addictions. In my recent temptations, what stopped me from falling was my fear of hurting her should I give in. I'm proud to say I haven't done PM since we got married and I made a vow on our wedding night that my body belongs to her and it's no longer mine to keep but hers only.
You are a man of honor and you deserve an award!
I'm so happy for you both! May God bless you both and let you live together happily ever after and be open to each other!

Very inspiring story, brother :)
 
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You did a great Job, You definitely have done a really great Job, I'll contact you over PM, when I get some free time.

33 years of addiction, It's not east, it was really really hard. During your recovery, at which year have you felt the Positive Effect of NoFap and that you're healing ? In other words - when did you feel that PAWS Effects started to decrease ?

I've been addicted for quit 11 years, I'm 164 days away from PMO and I'm suffering from PAWS right now, No Motivation, Anhedonia, Insominia, Weakness, Exhaustion... you name it! If you don't answering my question, I would really appreciate it if you please, thanks a lot.

Bro what is paws please tell me
 
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