[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

31/90
I have a question to you guys. There is a girl, that I know for a few years, but this year I started to like her. It's not sexual, i think she's just likeable to me, and I think she likes me because when we are in a group of people she's always sitting next to me, but the thing is that when she's around me I don't know what to say. I don't want to communicate that I don't like her but I don't know how to act normal. Have you any advice to me?

 

Day 15.

I'm not relapse last night. The urges is more stronger than the night before last night. There are so many times that I pictured the P in my brain, and I want to give up myself to the P website. I evenly thought relapsing myself back to some so called "enjoy" is good for my healthy. But I stopped myself. I know it's totally Fake! Don't think like this! It is a Fake message in your mind.

Another feeling is about the more pressure in you life the more urges to relapse in your mind. You need stop yourself to think like that. It's every dangerous!

Oh right! Cheers to everyone

 

Hey bros
almost the second day is over. Feeling enlightened after reading all the posts. 88 more days to cross. Cant wait to feel the excitement of our victory

 

Day 4 on going. At the momento I'm great. I hope it will be later as well when I'll get home.

 

Day 13/90

 

of course you can. you´re here to beat porn addiction, not to become a monk

 

excellent!!! bon appetit my friend

 

Day 35

 

what is acting normal? how do you define normal? if someone slaps you in the face, isn´t normal to defend yourself, even slap him back? what is called "normal" is very relative.

if you fallen in love for the girl, how the hell do you want to "act normal"? pretending to act "normal" is already a contradiction to yourself. be as you are, do as you like. don´t act out, don´t try to impress, good girls hate show off. just be yourself, natural. that´s more than enough.

 

4/90

better day today, small urges but very controlable

onwards my friends!!!!

 

Good morning guys

 

Anyone here have the guts to challenge me

 

day 11 completed

 

day 22/90 completed

 

48/90

 

I was confident about this challenge but I think I am not ready for it so I am leaving this challenge.

 

Day 1/90. I'm ready to keep fighting this. In fact, I'm thinking again about telling people in real life beyond my accountability people - today, someone found out about my addiction because I was using Fortify while we sat at school together, which is a program to help defeat porn addiction! That was an awkward little chat... I want to be truly beyond this so I can laugh about those interactions honestly. Who is with me there?

 

Thanks, buddy! Great quote too, BTW.

 

I'm with you on this buddy and the same damn day of the challenge too apparently.
Stay Strong/Be Happy!