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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Third day starting.
Remember to smile.
I don't know why but I am not feeling very much guilty this time .I am still thinking that it was a better decision that I released it and let it go .
But guys this time I will reach 90 ......yes I will surely make it this time
How's everything going guys?, I've eventually reached one half of 90 challenges. I'm feeling fresh and happy now. Keeping reaching for full of 90 challenges. Beaming with pleasure and upbeat about life. Trust me. You guys definitely can do it. Have a great day. Peace out.
Daily check in day 72
Checkin day 68/90
2 Days done.
Second day check in.
Day 13/90 checking in. Still I need to learn to take up responsibilities. Many things I have been ignoring since a long time. It is time. Until I take up those.... Nothing changes drastically. Cheers.
Day 84. Very stressful conversation in the evening with people who have been important for my wife and me for couple of years but at the same time - probably this relationship with them needs to end.
There were urges yesterday evening and today in the morning to release this huge tension with masturbation and youtube. Fortunatelly, urges passed.
I can see the pattern: big stress or/and being completelly not understood or/and rejected by someone ->
urge to "feel better" with masturbation. So far, whenever I believed this lie, I ended up in misery.
My destructive pattern from the past years - vicious cycle:
Feeling bad->masturbation/porn->feeling worse after masturbation/porn->masturbation/porn-> Feeling bad, etc.
I am thankful to God that He gave me strengt to avoid this vicious cycle again.
Day 39...keep going, keep coming back, don’t give up!
Today morning I had extremely strong morning wood, I bet that is a healthy sign of recovery in progress.
Day 1 complete!