[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Good news: I got to 37 days, which is loads more than my previous 'record'

Bad news: My phone's filter's weren't as thorough as I thought, and so in my tired state I exploited them like an idiot.

Good news: I think I've fixed the phone problem, and am looking forward to beating and surpassing my new record. Here we go

Day 0

 

10/90 forgot to post 10 last night again haha, been goin by fast, just enjoying this!

 

So Glad you didn’t consume P. It’s the biggest enemy in this struggle. Thanks for the honesty and tenacity to restart.

 

Day 6/90. I am so happy to beat the trend I've had this month, and I'm hoping to continue keeping this counter going! Let's do this!

 

You need to decide whether you’re on hard mode or not. It’s that simple. As a married man I have decided that hard mode is not for me, at least not yet.

 

Hang in there and beat that previous best. My hope is that we all could be so free that when we see erotic images that they have no power over us. Then we won’t have to rely on our “firewalls” so much. Do you agree with me on that? What do you think? Supporting you brother!

 

Day 37.

I’ve been scrolling through live-streams online again and I know it’s just foolish. I think I’ll delete and avoid all that. Historically it has led me to edge, fail, and then binge on PMO. Then I’m right back into that shameful cycle. Gotta turn back while I still have a fighting chance.

You guys are doing great work! Keep it up and don’t give up!

 

Day 8!

 

10/90...

 

the first days are always the worst so use everything you got to stay clean. go bro, you can do it.

 

let´s go brother!!! one day at a time, just this day.

 

you know why you´re feeling depressed? because you know this is for real, you have to let go of PMO. and between letting go and finding a better substitute, it takes time, time in the void. that´s why is so fucking depressing. but hang in there my friend, after a while energy will come back and you´re going to feel amazing. garanteed. in the end you´ll live a life beyond your dreams. just hang in there. here´s a push.

 

you were great bro. i saw you day after day and thinking "for a newbie he is going very smoothly, awesome"

now learn with the fall and go again when you feel ready. don´t rush yourself to the 90 days, forget that. live your life one day at a time. you can do it.

 

Checking in ....the main reason for my past relapses is registered snap shots of porn videos in my mind...when ever I am in stress or in a low confident situation these snaps just pop in my mind and the urge begins....I am just not able to rationalize my mind at that stressful situation...I should learn how to do so...

 

see it this way: even if has passed 100 days and you still wanting to watch porn or porn subs, you´re still an addict. period.

trust your instinct, if your mind tells you to peak that´s already a bad signal. don´t follow it.

 

well, your counter says "No Porn/masturbation", so sex is not included. have fun

 

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here´s a great video for inspiration. keep going brothers, one day at a time. we´re gonna make it.

 

It should not be too hard not to have sex, should it?
Correct me if I'm wrong. I find rather easy since i am 19 and havent had sex yet.

BTW: Daily Checkin. I'm getting used to this

 

Thanks, i am really grateful for your words.

 

Day 0/90 done.
Day 1/90 started.