[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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  1. Day 1/90
    After constant binging I come to a conclusion that from now on I will not do pmo for 90 days I may do it after 90 days. So is not a lifetime thing but rather a test which I have to complete. So no excuses. It's a test which proves whether I am addicted to it. Whether it affects my life or not. No matter what I will complete this challenge..
     
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  2. Cubzy

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    Day 0 starting again
     
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  3. N8erZ

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    Day 1/90. Yesterday, I felt many strong and consistent urges. They lasted multiple hours at times. Finally, at night, I cracked and MB'd. I felt gross - it went, well, everywhere, and I had to clean up, and it felt super gross. I felt sad, dejected, broken, worthless, and out of control. I've fought this for 3.5 years, and MB since I beat porn 3.5 months ago. But, I can't seem to win. That's when grace hit me last night - that disgust, pain, and sadness I felt when I did it is nothing compared to the pain I deserve to feel and that God feels. And he feels that every time I sin, not just when I sin sexually. And yet, he forgave me...
    On this Good Friday, the concept of salvation and grace have hit me in a new way, largely due to my reset last night. And while I am very mad and upset about this, I understand grace in a new way, and I can rest in the knowledge that God cares for me and will sustain me. I will continue fighting and struggling with this, and I will put all I have into it. But I will not let myself feel worthless anymore. Because God gave himself up for me, so that what was truly worthless now has infinite value in his sight.
    I know this forum is strictly secular, but I had to share my thoughts. Happy Good Friday everyone!
     
  4. benj

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    37/90
    Irrespective of the odds fapping won't Change anything.
     
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  5. antn

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    Just took a peek. Was feeling stressed. Had the feeling it calmed me. But I closed it and now I feel even calmer. Real calm. Day 7/90
     
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  6. Fredi-the

    Fredi-the Fapstronaut

    Day 15 of no PM
    Day 84 of no alcohol or caffeine
    Day 52 of weight training
    - just got back from the gym and feeling awesome as usual after a workout - life is good!
    - have a wonderful fapfree Easter long weekend, everyone!
     
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  7. Uqabi

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  8. Lawliet129

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    28/90
     
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  9. My Best self

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  10. Weakwarriorofgod

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    Day 8. Can't stop fantacy about my ex-girl friend. Hard time for me.
     
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  11. Srisurya

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    Yesterday day1 relapsed.
    Here is to Day 0/90.
    Today morning played basketball.
    After a long time i again played basketball.
    Started working on my employable skills.
    cheers guys.
     
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  13. aznric3boi

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    I passed my 90/90 day mark.
    I'm proud of this achievement but this won't define who I am. I'm moving the greater challenges! :)
    365 day challenge here I come!
     
  14. now standing at a point where I think I should disable my counter...counting number of days will not help because to reboot my life days & months are not enough...it will take years to reboot completely & transform myself to one I was earlier... day 38/90...one more week left in half of the journey
     
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  15. Fredi-the

    Fredi-the Fapstronaut

    Congrats! You are inspiring!
     
  16. LaoTsu

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  17. CosmicCrusader

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  18. I-nvisible

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    Just started my 13th day
     
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  19. Cap. Steve Rogers

    Cap. Steve Rogers Fapstronaut

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    haven't visited here in a while. It's day 25. Hope you mates are doing good. :)
     
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