Day 9/90. The social interactions are quite awkward. My conversation when I speak I don't speak properly. I miss a lot of important things in the conversation. I feel like I don't know how to react too. Other people feel I am some kind of dumb or something. I don't know when it is going to change but I am very much waiting for my brain to catch up with the speed and all. Actually my conversations got better during previous long streak but I lost it later on with relapses. Seriously I need a lot of repair to be done. I know this is not me, I am better than this. Here is to my future and to all your futures. Cheers.
