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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Relapseeeee...(31 relapses in 11 days total)
Day 61/90 on going. Just sometime back...I was not able to be in control of myself...I installed dating apps and starting seeing girls. It took some time for me to get back in control and uninstalled those apps. Don't know how to be in control...these installing of dating apps is involuntary action of my body and mind and also every notification coming on my phone makes me feel for checking for any of those girls messaging me and all. Even if I uninstalled them. I am giving my best to have work to be done for my improvements of my life still I am slipping back.
Day 4 and second day on crossfit
A magic number for me, because my maximum streak is 41 days. Congratulations! and road to the 90th day!!
Really tired, in a few days the study trips atrts, don`t want to go there...
Date started: Jan 25, 2019
Day 152/155 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102)
Day 53/90 consecutive no PM
Day 155 no alcohol or caffeine
Day 38 of weight training
- woke up early and feeling some urges but avoiding PMO and staying strong
- have a great day fellas
Day 4. Nothing much to report. Feeling good. No temptations at all. I feel great.
"It is impossible to understand addiction without asking what relief the addict finds, or hopes to find, in the drug or the addictive behaviour." Gabor Maté
Day 11, keep it going everyone, we can do this!!
Day 61/90 Successful.
Day 5 check in
I'm struggling pretty hard... It's 34 relapses in 13 days
Day 62/90 Checking in. Yesterday at night I again installed and again uninstalled the dating apps. And more over I didn't intentionally saw nude. A nude video came suddenly in internet and I was least expecting it. I saw it for a second or two when it came up ..but closed it. The thing is guys, I am on very slippery slope right now starting to fall but not yet touching the ground or get the dirt upon me, escaping in the last minute of the disaster. Until this slippery slope ends , I shouldnt get myself dirt. This streak must keep going on at any cost with genuinity. And it is necessary. Cheers Guys.