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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 3. Nothing too strong yet.
One day at a time and one urge at a time.
All the best guys
Day 18/90 check in. This last night was very dificult. Insomnia and non stop mind. I hope i 'll sleep well next night
Day 2/90. Need to survive day 3 to set a new record.
Day 62/90 relapsed. I failed miserably. Almost the whole day I kept fighting but only to lose now. I wish this didn't happen. But ya it happened and I regret it very much. 62 days mannn...and now chaser effect will catch up. I will try not to slip again.
I think I still didn't learn what life is teaching me...maybe that's why I relapsed...need to find the lesson trying by my life and learn.
Hey! Cheer up! You have been 2 months without this s***, so all of us are proud of you because of this achievement. Now, if we think, you have only one relapse in 2 months, so the benefits are still in you. Good luck and hang in there!!
I have to watch out for chaser effect, it won't let me go that easy... already I relapsed twice with few minutes gap between them. The thing is I am able to notice the relapse two days before. And it is inevitable once I find out about relapse ahead. Every streak same thing. And about the benefits..this streak didn't show that much benefits as shown by before streak. Anyways I won't give up at any cost. Benefits will come but it takes it time.
And thank for supporting me now Man with your words. It is encouraging me now for the next streak.
I just had a nice streak that ended on the 10th day. I fapped two days in a row. I’m nervous that I won’t be able to get back to that. My balls are sore all of the time and it encourages me to fap. I don’t want to live like this. I have to change my way of life. Luckily I still haven’t viewed porn since the 17th, however many days that is.
Beginning of day 1/30
We are young, we are a whole life in front of us. As @Harrylucid says, "one urge at a time", we cannot arrive on 2nd day without the 1st day, so step by step, and you can success this challenge!!
Day 5. Started feeling nervous that I will PMO again yesterday. I am finally understanding that that is what that feeling is. I know where it started. I know time without it will heal me. I want that so bad. I don't want to act out anymore. These feelings of pressure from the nervousness lead me to act out. Telling myself that there is no pressure seams to be helping. The pressure always slowly grows from here until I cave in. No pressure.