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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Going clean so far . Day 3
Why am I being irritable on my 3rd day? Anyone can help?
This is probably my 10th attempt, the 3rd I made it over 50 days clean.
But the first where I'm still highly motivated every single day!
Would’ve been day 21/90. Relapsed.
Relapsed on 6. Sitting in one’s room doing nothing all day is so not helpful. I honestly think the cure is being around other people and living with meaning and purpose. If those conditions are satisfied...it probably wouldn’t be so hard.
One day at a time and one urge at a time.
All the best guys
Day 47, energy coming back
Well I relapsed on Day 4 so this is Day 0 now. Damn you dementors!
I am now at day 2/90 it’s been really hard seriously, my dick is hard like 50% of the time but I’ve been doing a lot to keep my mind off of it. It’s just hard with it being summer and being bikini weather there are a lot of triggers around. But I am setting my mind to it. I will succeed.
Day 2/90. Check
One day closer to my goal!
Date started: Jan 25, 2019
Day 169/173 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102, 150,)
Day 71/90 meeting my goals in challenge
Day 173 no alcohol or caffeine
Day 46 of weight training
- no urges, feeling good, sleeping better
- abstaining from sex with the wife so far until I find out what the bump is on my left epididymus
- anxious about my up coming ultrasound to figure it out
- if I have a spermatocele or a epididymal cyst, I think it will be the result of edging for much of my adult life which started with renting VHS videos in the late 80's, I'm 56 now
- free health advice for the day:
- if you are going to masturbate fellas with or without porn, don't edge for hours like I did, just get on with it and shoot your load, I'd say within 30 minutes max, not 4 hours marathons like I often used to do, as it is hard on the male reproductive system
- delaying orgasm with a partner is different and not so hard on it nor is it addictive like porn
Fuck I just relapsed. I was fighting all morning. I think if I would have pushed through another day then the urges would start slowing. Everyday I had an urge.