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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
3rd week. 21/90
Just one more step, always.
Day 1 successfully completed. The PMO tracker is a real motivator. Was alone at home but was able to shrug off the craving. One day at a time.
#day1.let's do this.
I've not been around for a while, on holiday. Checking in
One day at a time and one urge at a time.
All the best guys..hope that you All renew your confidence once again this weekend to give up this evil deed.
Have a good day
Day 7/90, first week is almost down.
I can not stress how much easier it is this time now that I have my pornblockers fully set up. Can't reach porn on my mac, my friend has the code for it. And the parental controls code I have set on my phone is somewhere deep in a drawer. I think I should hand that code to a friend also.
I just have no way to easily reach porn now, which means I needn't worry about it. "Should I, shouldn't I?". Yesterday I had some urges, was home after a hard days work and I noticed my body wanting a fix. Instead of fighting the temptation the whole evening I just thought; "Well, there's no porn. So yeah". And done. I feel like I have a long, long way to go. I'm very glad I have the first week down. First step. No I feel my body wanting porn all the time. And how I "pornicate" women around me. I'll try to be mindfull of what's happening without the porn. Just observing myself. And I'll be very curious how this progresses
Day 57, urges about MO but no about P
Day 23/90 checking in
Day 0/90! I will succeed this time.
Having a tough day , family issues not sure what to do only thing comes in my mind is porn . Struggling very badly hope it passes
Had a relapse today. Tried hard but succumbed to it. Need to keep myself distracted. Restarting at Day 0.
Had a couple of falls. Back to 0. I am resensitizing. That's a good sign. Could be my diet too. It has drastically changed over the last couple of months. Whatever it is, I am headed in the right direction.
I forgave my brother on the deepest level yet earlier today. My family sure treated me wrong. I was able to forgive my brother for his past trespasses against me. My mom still treats me terribly in a very passive aggressive way. I still need to be careful around her amd my other family members. I find the passive aggressive abuse just as bad if not worse than the outright. For instance. The other day. Talking with my mom. She said at the end that I should come down golfing one day. It was not a warm invite. It was not harshly giving me crap either. But I felt terrible for not making it out to the campground to golf with them this summer. It was a passive aggressive shaming tactic. My mother is a master of that. It is a form of manipulation. Make me feel bad to get me to comply. What a horrible thing to do. I do need to forgive her though. I do not know how. She has made me feel very small to get me to be obedient through my whole life. How do I forgive someone who has caused me that much pain?
so it seems, it popped on the suggestions. it´s from a tuber "nofap productions" maybe it has something to do with the site, i don´t know. anyway it´s a great one, thanks to whomever made it
change your lifestyle bro, that was a warning call. change your routine, now!