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  1. Majik

    Majik Fapstronaut

    Just failed. Pretty pissed off with myself. Not even 3 days, pathetic! (I don't want any sympathy). That is not even a small dent in this challenge.
    Started to stray this morning, but then took myself out for breakfast. Only came back home to change my shoes and make a packed lunch to go hiking. Strayed some more, then some more then just didn't stop. So hard to draw that line between which part of your brain is thinking or not thinking and in control.

    I was really feeling good about this. Was convinced that I would get to at LEAST 30 days, even though that is more than I have ever done before, and then would just push on from there. Now my head feels all funny. Kind of like a headache.
    Back to being serious. We go again. Bring it!
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  2. testwarz

    testwarz Fapstronaut

  3. Day 74: Reality hit me hard today. I tasted all the bitterness of my future, this dark and lonely void of my existence.
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  4. Environmental Specialist

    Environmental Specialist Fapstronaut

    Day 6/90 completed. Was traveling so couldn't update. Woke up today with a real hard morning wood after a long time.
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  5. Marin333!

    Marin333! Fapstronaut

    Day 30/90 Checking in
  6. Klenton

    Klenton Fapstronaut

    Day 22 of 90
    August 3, 2019 | Saturday
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  7. MWM89

    MWM89 Fapstronaut

    3 days no porn. 1 day no caffeine. I really want to drink coffee right now but I also know that it's terrible for recovery. And it seems to trigger me to watch porn. They both strip out my dopamine and I dont need that. I've done that enough.
  8. flabbergastedkoipond

    flabbergastedkoipond Fapstronaut

    Day 0. So sick of this addiction.
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  9. mailsnew

    mailsnew Fapstronaut

  10. TrueSaiyan

    TrueSaiyan Fapstronaut

    Trying again. Day 0...
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  11. Anew2019

    Anew2019 Fapstronaut

    0 days PMO
    7 days minimal sugar
    10 days no alcohol
    33 days no social media

    The last few falls have not been to bad. Have not needed near the intensity. Stuff that has not excited me for many years. Decades. I am resensitizing. Stuff I used to enjoy does not excited me. I have not binged all night until early hours in the morning in a couple of months. I don't make very long streaks but my falls are not as bad as they used to be. I look forward to getting a regular job. I drive Uber to make ends meet. I need a smart phone and internet. There will come a time soon where I can get a flip phone and have no internet for awhile. Maybe the job will have benefits that will pay for a psychologist. Enough money to eat really healthy. I think it is time to do a 54 day Rosary novena. I will start that today and keeps accountable on here.
    Last edited: Aug 3, 2019
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  12. Fredi-the

    Fredi-the Fapstronaut

    Started Challenges on Jan 25, 2019
    Day 183/189 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102, 150, 162, 189)
    Day 87/90 meeting my goals
    Day 52 of weight training
    - relapsed this morning as I went out to the bar and had a couple of beers last night
    - alcohol then lowered my resolve to not look at porn last night but did not M or O
    - this morning I woke up with huge urges as a result and couldn't stop myself
    - once started, it's almost impossible to stop, like an avalanche, so never start is the key
    - thought I was past that trigger after 6 months no booze but I guess I was wrong
    - oh well, soon time to start another 90 day challenge in 4 days with better luck abstaining next time
    - 3 relapses in 86 days is still a successful in my books so I won't get down on myself
    Last edited: Aug 3, 2019
  13. AdmiralSnakbar

    AdmiralSnakbar Fapstronaut

  14. Day 4/90
    86 days to go.
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  15. Nines

    Nines Fapstronaut

    Cheers dude, from a fellow Christian✝

    Also, 8 days without an accident.
    Last edited: Aug 3, 2019
  16. Nines

    Nines Fapstronaut

    A prayer of strength for you dude. Stick with it.
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  17. Rooki3

    Rooki3 Fapstronaut

    Day 3
  18. Onigiri

    Onigiri Fapstronaut

    Day 64. I haven't got urges in days
  19. testwarz

    testwarz Fapstronaut

    1 month! Way to go bro!!
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  20. testwarz

    testwarz Fapstronaut

    I'm right next to you brother :) !! 100% flatline also
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