[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Started 90 Day Challenges on Jan 25, 2019
Relapsed 7/203 Days
Longest streak 51 days
Current Challenge Day 8/90 no PM
Day 57 of weight training
Day 8 - reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar
- feeling great and euphoric without PMO but as a result of drinking caffeinated coffee this morning...weird how that happens even though my system doesn't like it .my.. brain does

 

1 day no PMO
2 days less sugar. Had a small pop. I will forgive this one.
7 days no alcohol. 1 14 day streak.
45 days no social media. Shared an article that features a choir I sing in.
Prayed my chaplet.
Started a Rosary.

Gave my computer to my friend last night. It was very hard to let go. I still feel like I am missing something.

Started reading my new book yesterday on mom issues. It had a list of messages a child should receive from their mothers. Just reading through them was satisfying the hole I try to fill with porn. I feel like I only recieved maybe one of the messages from her. Man she was distant. Wow!

Facebooked a bit yesterday. Man. My news feed is uninspiring. The whole thing seams to breed and celebrate mediocrity. I am glad to be away from it. I am not considering it a fall. I wanted to share my Gregorian chant choir. Plus it was an eye opening experience of how uninspiring it is.

 

Day 2

 

Day 12

 

1/90 Overwhelming deppression spike today for personal reasons.

 

Day 0 Post

 

Day 2 Completed
Very tired at the moment.
A long but productive day.
On to the next one!

 

Day 2

 

So its day 3 of 90 and everything's just trying me. But its gona be alright!

 

Nofap and Facebook are social media which you are doing so what do you mean by 45 days no social media?

 

Day 6/90
Go beyond
Plus ultraaaaaaa

 

Day 4!
Feeling good!

 

This is very impressive bro! Keep going and before you know it you’ll be racing to 30 days and beyond

 

I just relapsed. It is what it is.

 

Oh. Facebook.

 

After 15 days its basically a winning streak you dont want to break intentionally anymore.

 

Day 6

 

27/90
This is good. I'm really glad to be here.
You know I really wish I could stop forever from now on. But I'm not going to get ahead of myself. I know this disease. It can be cruel. Screw forever. I'm just gonna focus on today. On NOW.
Good weekend guys.

 

Day 3/90. Saw my first MLB game with girlfriend. Lots of fun. Easy day.

 

14/90
2 weeks!!!