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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
5/90 had a good day
Day 4 complete, porn is out of the question
Day 10 check in
Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019
Relapsed 7/209 Days
Longest streak 51 days
Current Challenge 14/90 no PM
Day 61 of weight training
Day 14 - reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar
- feeling good with no PMO urges today but slept crap last night again with only 4 hours sleep
- I am learning a lot about myself by what I read in Watcoo's journal and by giving him feedback, I feel I am helping clarify what I need in my own journey
- am looking forward to jamming with friends tonight and doing something positive
- your brother in this struggle
"I understood myself only after I destroyed myself. And only in the process of fixing myself, did I know who I really was."
9/90 Days. 10% Completed. Moving to school for last semester tomorrow. Prepping for a grad school interview. Feeling excited.
Day 2/90 Checking in.
1) Cold Shower.(Past 2 months)
Habits to make:
1)Sleep Early. (Trying)
2)Learn to be Conscious all the Time.
3)Get up Early And Exercise.
5)Stop being Idle.
6)Schedule the Day.
Im starting to feel a new sense of control in my life for sure. It’s definitely refreshing!
Day 7 of 90!
One week down! Feeling good, confident and empowered!
Day 17 without P.
Day 4 without MO.
No pain, no gain. Here comes the pain and I love it.
Wet dreams non stop and I don't care
Do I? (Have a choice)? At certain conditions. If I peak for example that choice because very narrow. It is contingent to not looking (actively). The minute i open that door I'm done. And about powerlessness yes its the same. I'm powerless over pmo. If I get to say 90 days that's only a beginning. If I stop practicing my daily routines to avoid pmo of course I'm going back to it. Hence powerlessness. Let's not forget that if I were powerful over pmo I wouldn't be here in the first place.
Day 18/90 checking in
I had a sex dream and was almost near having a wet dream. I regretted not finishing in my dream. But when I came to I asked the heavens to help so it doesn't continue. Now I realize I'm lucky I don't have to deal with the chaser effect.
Wednesday was day 9 of 90
Pretty easy day
Looks like I did day 8 twice so tonight day 11 of 90
Got teased today by a girl surprised I didn't get an urge afterwards
Checking in day 28!
Disturbing thoughts now no more disturbs me!