[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

I guess im n"t ready to stay alone
Better to hang out
Specially i've passed flatline & l"m like zombie now

 

Starting over. Today is day 1 of 90.

 

Fuck it. I Relapsed.

 

Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019
Relapsed 7/215 Days
Longest streak 67 days
Current Challenge 20/90 no PM
Day 65 of weight training
Day 15 - reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar
- feeling crap after another verbal fight with the wife last night which screwed up my sleep
- arguing with her can often be a trigger but not this time
- I need to be successful in the challenge this time as I am tired of counting and want to move into lifestyle mode next
- your brother in this struggle

 

5 days no PMO
0 days less sugar.
5 days no alcohol. 1 14 day and one 12 day streak.
57 days no posts on Facebook.
Prayed my chaplet of Divine Mercy.
Prayed my litanies.
Talks with God

Wanting to get excited for my 5 days. Everytime I do I get tempted. I am not sure why. I don't need to know why. Just knowing is good I guess. I think it is that sense of control it gives me. I don't think that sense is good for me. I have been so desperate to stop. I find being thankful for the 5 days makes the idea of acting out go away. Praise God. No praise of me. Just God.

Was out ubering last night. I hear people talk about women being attracted to them with NoFap. I am not sure if it is just by chance that the girls I picked up were different but they were flirting with me.Asking me relationship questions. Telling me that they were happy now that they had met me. Already? Could also be how awesome I was doing yesterday. I was feeling on top of the world. I have never felt as confident about my life in general ever. Could be amixture of the two.

I am seeing how prideful Ihave been for the last fewyears. I need to keep praying for humility. I am veryprideful.

 

Wonderful! Good to hear as it gives me hope.

 

Day 4

 

Day 1
Somehow I cant even say if the first day felt super long or went over quickly - maybe both.
I am realizing more everyday what an incredible challenge and major journey this is for many out there, somehow I always felt alone in my struggle.
The people here are amazing and reading your stories gives me hope.

 

Stay strong man! We are all with you. Keep going.

 

Never give up man! 44 days is hell of a long streak! I mean you have already build towards something everyone here is looking to. I myself on my 5th day. Soo don't be depressed. Get up, get on your feets and try again. You will succeed eventually.

 

Just joined this site
Actually started fresh on a Monday morning,
they say starting new challenges on a new week leads to an increase in motivation to complete specific goals.
Day 3 done and dusted!

 

Welcome to NoFap!

 

11:35 Pm I Am in

 

Welcome! ☺️

 

Day 4

 

Welcome and good luck friend!

 

welcome bro, let´s go!!!

 

if urges become really strong take a cold shower, it´s great to calm the sexual nerves try it bro.

 

profit this recent memory bro. when did you start falling? why did you start falling? these are valuable informations, gather them while you can.

 

sorry to hear that bro. now you´re gonna be haunted by the typical excuse "well, if i reset the counter i might as well binge all the way", don´t fall for that shit, be absolutely clear that pmo is deeply wrong, even one time. it´s a destructive behaviour. so get back on track right now. we´re with you!!!