Well, that was all a bit predictable really. Really not good enough. When will I learn not to cross that peeking line? Was not even trying to resist really. Hopefully that is all out of my system now. Have had a little bit of wine the last 2 nights, which I think has affected my mood a little today. I have mostly not been drinking for the last 8 or 9 months. I noticed that when I started again for a bit in June that there did seem to be an accumulative effect towards the end of the month. I definitely feel better when I don't drink. I am not blaming it, but it certainly doesn't help when I think I may be a bit depressed in general anyway. Need to look in to trying to get a bit of help on that front again. Hoping that no PMO will help also, but it is a bit of a vicious circle hey? Anyway! Must try harder! Will be taking some measures in the morning that will help. Already started step number 1 - Not to use incognito mode to look at Nofap. Nobody else uses my computer anyway, and it keeps me that one step further away from peeking at stuff. Every little helps and all that We go again! If at first... and all that jazz!
Day 13 Completed The most difficult day so far. Withdrawal + urges is a bad combination. It is easy to give in so that they both stop. But not this time. This time i'm going to ride It out till the end. The next couple of days will probably be very tough but i will get through it! Stay strong everyone!
i just fapped on day 44. Im such a fucking idiot. I feel horrible, the reward is never worth it. I dont know why im not strong enough, ive been at this challenge for years. Starting over but gonna be depressed these next few weeks
Hey Man, I cant remember the time I went without fapping for more than 3 days. You reaching 44 days, is commendable and I look up to you. Dont give up, keep going!
I lol’d on your first sentence m. Been there done that too!!! I broke my prev streak at 87 days ouch. But now I’m back at 83 and holding strong. Start again from today and you will be back in your way!! We got dis!
Day 1/90 Checking in. Habits made: 1) Cold Shower.(Past 2 months) Habits to make: 1)Sleep Early. (Working on it) 2)Learn to be Conscious all the Time. 3)Get up Early And Exercise. 4)Shower Early. 5)Stop being Idle. 6)Schedule the Day