9 days no PMO 0 days no junk food 9 days no alcohol. 1 14 day and one 12 day streak. 61 days no posts on Facebook. Prayed my chaplet of Divine Mercy. Prayed my litanies. Daily consecration Czestochowa prayer card. Talks with God and Mary. I can't believe how much better I sing with some sobriety behind me. After singing today I see how much better I am singing. PMO has been robbing God, others and myself of my singing voice for all these years!?? This makes me quite upset. I love singing so much. Music is my passion and gift and I have robbed God, others and myself of it for all these years. I guess I can stop now and be able to fully share my gift. I don't want porn anymore. I want to be myself. I want to sing my heart out. I want to share my gifts with the world. PMO stole it. It stole it. For all these years.