Thanks everybody for the support. Day 11/90. It's just about the realisation that this life, your life is in this constant creative flow. You just have to let that be. P is a simulation of that creativity. Everybody keep it up!
26/5400 For myself that i started to give some respect, Gary wilson, NoFap community, My family that paid alot on exorcists thinking that demons controll me while i was the only one, my best freind who is lying in asylum waiting for death from MORPHINE addiction.I DEDICATE THIS EMOTIONAL STREAK.... STILL ALONE, DEPRESSED&INSOMNIC BUT SOMEHOW SECURED. SECURED BY FREEDOM FROM FAP. NOTHING CHASING ME, OBSESSING MY THOUGHTS, OVERWHELME. STATE OF PEACE OF MIND.......
Yesterday i cried. 1st time in last 10yrs. I never thought that crying is a normal human emotion & i consider people crying r IDIOTS specially those who say that they got relief after. That happened yesterday with no reason.
2/90 Feeling more connected to the present, but also very depressed at times. No urges, no interest in porn, more interested in real human interaction.
Same thing happened first time in years to me last year, its the first indicator you are walking in the right direction and proof we are truly human.
Brothers question please. Coach at gym told me it is time to begin taking protein and supplements for body building after burned enough fat. Anyone knows if these supplements affect sex, testicles, dick, .....??? i asked him, he told me no, the steroids is the one that affect testicles. Anyone have any suggestion please? For sure steroids NO, but other protein supplements and vitamins, and body building in general have any bad effect on sex in general? Thank u so much Btw on route NO PMO
Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019 Relapsed 12/224 Days Longest challenge streak 51 days Current Challenge 0/90 no PM Day 71 weight training Day 0 No alcohol, caffeine and sugar - relapsed knowingly that I would as I set today is D-day to start all over (dumb excuse, I know) - definitely have the dopamine monster back in my brain taking hold and making me want to PMO - of course not as strong as it was 9 months ago before starting challenges - I must stay strong for about a week or two until the urges decrease - your brother in this struggle
crying is a normal emotional response. nothing wrong with that bro, and it sure brings relief. it´s normal to cry in the reboot, especially in the hard withdrawal days. but hang in there bro, better days will come. hang in there, we´re with you.
