Me failed many times before, felt like my heart is going to explode, and erection non stop, and fire inside my body, when running and do gym, my urges slow down for sometime then back stronger than before. Stopping M is the hardest thing you can do. And it can be harder on some than others, especially if we have very high lvl of testosterone. But i am sure stop 7-10 days then 1 relapse is an amazing improvement and you will not get back to 0. Many tries and we will win
I'll try to reach the 3 months without porn and for now one month without MO, and the MO is the hardest yeah, its just day 8/30, the urges are so painful hope they won't last,good luck for you too !
Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019 Relapsed 13/232 Days Longest streaks 67 and 51 days Current Challenge 2/90 Day 72 weight training Day 2 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar - feeling strong resolve to do it this time but must not get over confident - made love to the wife this morning but had porn images go through my head to stay aroused - hoping one day soon I will not need this crutch anymore - your brother in this struggle
Brothers i want to tell you something and i need your help. Before starting nofap i did sex 2 times with 2 different girls my performance was average or below average. I came one time fast and my erection was not very good. But When i did M, my erection was super full without any issue. but in front of the girls, i felt like a block inside my mind, no urges. but alone M no problem, i was shocked. Btw no need for P to do M before. Is this due to PMOing? Or fear? Lack of experience? Or all of them? I have a friend with exactly same situation. Why the brain will block when facing reality?
Sounds like fear (performance anxiety) is getting the better of you. As you gain more experience with other woman, while avoiding PMO, you should be okay in future. Not sure what you mean by the term block though. Obviously you would have no anxiety masturbating on your own so blood can flow freely to your penis and your mind is relaxed. Hope that helps.
Block mind i means that my brain in this situation is not concentrating on sex, thinking about something else, works ...
