2 days nofap. Made an interesting discovery. I have been thinking it is my lack of affection and connection from my mom that has caused most of my issues. I know it caused a lot. But I thought of something. Whenever I get passionate about something or do something meaningful around my dad he shames me for it. I did something really sweet and meaningful for my mom a few months back and my dad had to sarcastically say "why don't you guys hug?" said a meaningful prayer at Christmas a couple of years ago and he had to make fun of me. I love photography and he has mare me feel stupid. Whenever I get passionate he puts out the fire. What a dick! No wonder I did poorly in school. I lost my passion. No wonder I have never pursued dating. I lost my passion. No wonder I have never gotten any songs finished. No wonder I sit on the couch all the time doing nothing. He stole my passion. Perhaps that is the reason I never connected with mom. He would shame me if I would? I am taking my passion back. God has been restoking the fire. Let the fire burn.
Day 17/90 of my journey in nofap, not thinking to much about porn and sex these two days and there is less urges, i'm focusing on my studies, its better to stay without nothing to do but thinking about watching porn and masturbating, wish a good luck for everybody ! Nice day !
Day 1/90 Feeling good today. We all have 2 self, one will choose the easy thing, the short-term pleasure which is PMO. Another one will choose the difficult thing, give up the instant pleasure and going after the long-term goal which is 90 Days of no PMO. By understanding this 2 self, you are able to control it, choose the long-term goal, not the instant pleasure. All the best!
Day 5/90 successfully completed Brothers if you want to change yourself leave behind the unwanted things and don't look back again and keep moving forward towards your dream A dream without determination, focus and sacrifice is waste and useless it leads to nowhere and you find yourself in a road block so dream your life with vision and determination Having vision and determination creates a masterpiece in you All the best brother One day at a time
60 Since he died & my whole life turned to BLACK IM DEDICATING THIS STREAK FOR HIS SOUL MAY HE RIP........
15-10-2019 Day 7/90 1 week done! I read that you care better for someone else than yourself for some reason. This is somewhat true for me. So I'm doing this for my future wife, future kids, friends, family and also for this awesome community. Keep going guys.
treat yourself fully, professional help for the other problems you´re facing and nofap with us, for the porn addiction . humans are one undivided organism, when you grow positivitly in one area, all the other areas will benefit, and vice-versa . let´s go my brother, whatever happens, no pmo.
Never normally post much outside my journals... HERE GOES! What is up fellow NF homedawgs? Had a double reset this week, but I'm gonna smash these 90 days this time around. NON STOP VIBES! -ICDATIGBFUHHAP
first you bro, first you. if you love others more than you, you can´t make the reboot. the addiction feeds itself on feelings of loneliness, misery and self-hate. so love yourself first, do the shift for you and for others "if your compassion doesn´t include you, it´s incomplete" Buddha
26 days my brothers, man, i got this crazy dream last night. i dreamt i was a porn actor (imagine that ), and i was gonna to leave my house to perform in another porn movie, but i stopped at the door and said "no, i can´t do this, it´s not me, these are not my values". And my wife was arguing with me "but you must go!!! you already signed the contract!!!!" man, that was so fucked up
Hi New to NoFap still trying to figure the site out however I wanted to and I think I signed up a few days ago for the 90 day challenge. So I'm posting here for the first time which I believe I'm supposed to do daily. If so just checking in that all is going well and I have three days with no PMO. So far so good!
1 day down again. No PMO is proving to be far more difficult to accomplish but necessary to achieve than I realized, and I knew it would be difficult but necessary.
Day 7 of 90 No PMO 14-10-2019 83 to go 7,77% reached +10 days no O Blog: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-9#post-2275575
