Day 10, checked
Urges are kind of gone, hopefully!![]()
3/90
I don't know why my mind. I mean inside of the mind it says what's the wrong with the damn porn even though I know its hurting me, wasting time, compulsive behavior and making me watch more degrading and humiliating things in the past and makes me regret after watching it, porn fog all the day and insatiable lust and watching women as objects. Why the hell can't the mind understand about these things I am being effected with.
Any answers such that I can come out of this hell of shit
Day 0
Daily check-in, on day 8!![]()
Day 27 of 90 No PMO 03-11-2019
63 to go 30,00% reached
+10 days no O
Blog
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-11#post-2305878
Day 0/90
Joined nofap Jan 25, 2019
259/283 Good Days (no relapse)
Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later)
Current Challenge 9/90 (ends on my 1 year nofap anniversary)
Day 88 weight training (3X/wk)
Day 29 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar
- back in a hotel situation on my own which has lots of triggers from the past
- staying strong and not giving into the temptations on my cell
- your brother in this struggle
81/5400
When u approach the finish line of the marathon
U "ve 2 conflicting feelings
Very happy u could finish
Very afraid what" s coming next
RIP MY BFF
I DEDICATE ALL THAT EFFORT FOR UR SOUL
U"LL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.......
07/90
PIED and death grip rehab continues
Hey man glad you're here and can talk about your frustrations. Not sure if it means anything but we’re here for you and know what you're going through. Keep at it no matter what. It does get better no matter how many times you get knocked down. Been learning that the brain heals after not PMO for a while too so there’s hope.I don't know why my mind. I mean inside of the mind it says what's the wrong with the damn porn even though I know its hurting me, wasting time, compulsive behavior and making me watch more degrading and humiliating things in the past and makes me regret after watching it, porn fog all the day and insatiable lust and watching women as objects. Why the hell can't the mind understand about these things I am being effected with.
Any answers such that I can come out of this hell of shit
start cooking(that's fun because boys are not good at it),
I am stuck in a loop. I need to break it. I need to get through the first few days and weeks again but my cravings won't let me. Help please. I going to rejoin the 30 challenge.Day 1
Sorry have been busy with a school project but sunday was day 83 of 90Saturday was day 82 of 90
Had a wet dream dont know what that means though