Day 11: Significantly harder today. My messed up brain has been trying to make me fail but I ain't going to let it. Been trying to keep busy and focus on things worth thinking about. Onward and upward and restored. "The great revolution in the history of man, past, present and future, is the revolution of those determined to be free.” - John F. Kennedy
DAY-8 , Checking In, "I cant change the direction of the wind, but i can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." BY- Jimmy Dean.
I got c0rRUpT3d. *Sigh* Resetting. Dang, I was nearly halfway there. The urge arrived and lingered. I was not prepared. I need to devise a better long term plan. I also need a better emergency procedure or, Escape-from-myself-immediately plan. Well, not going to beat myself up about it. Thus, I begin anew. 2 days since the incident.
Joined nofap Jan 25, 2019 261/285 Good Days (no relapse) Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later) Current Challenge 11/90 (ends on my 1 year nofap anniversary) Day 88 weight training (3X/wk) Day 29 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar - feels good to be back home sleeping in my bed with my wife so no more triggers from lonely hotel rooms - your brother in this struggle
Day 30 of 90 No PMO 05-11-2019 60 to go 33,33% reached +10 days no O blog https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-11#post-2310599
9/90. Getting into dangerous territory again that I know so well: One week in, it's going well, just taking a peek seems like a "normal" thing to do. No. No is no.
0/90. target is 125 days this time, that is until my next birthday. I want to gift this to myself on the birthday. Daily long meditation and some physical challenges to aid full recovery and help to stay clean.
After completing 11 days of nofap i relapsed. But i will not do a binge. My 11 days of progress is still with me. I lost my streak but i got experience. Next time I will get it right. Day 0
