day 8/90 completed successfully all the best brothers good night sweet dreams your brother in this struggle
15 Days and I started to cry lately, how about that ?! My feelings are completely back and I think that I really need love in my life. That might be weird but I can't help it, I cry because I need to be in love with a real girl... I don't know what to do
Day 4 Evening Update. Well as i said in my post few hours ago, today was bit difficult. I was alone today in evening. usually i had d tendency to start watching porn and masturbate while alone...d urge was der too...but i changed my thought immeditely...love this experience...Today i found courage in myself and not fall in casual habit of "just one more time" and jacking off. I am determined and willing to struggle. I m sharing this bcoz i want to be totally honest with this community abt how i am feeling and going. Day 4 strong...This too shall pass.
Its ok. embrace whatever u r feeling. just dont go back to porn brother. Lets do 90 days..yes u need love. we all need love. lets love ourselves by going 90 days crap free.
we all failed in past. dont worry. dust urself off. learn from ur experience and try again brother. its not a 20-20, its a test match. u will win. u r a winner.
It's really great that you could control yourself but don't feed it bro, when you feed it, it gets stronger, don't even think about PMO, it will get a lot easier after 10 days, wish you the best
day 10/90. This is such a worthwhile challenge that improves everything really. I have relapsed each time after 15 - 20 days. So I can say that in the last two months I've PMO'ed about 5 times. Life feels different, mentally it feels different. Also, boners are harder then ever. No I get a glimpse every now and then of this state, I hope to make it the status quo.
Day 9, feeling a sense of recovery and hopefulness, just need to keep endure the pressure for a while.
Hello, after a long realapse 1 week , i got back to my old habits of watching porn,i did it 4 time on one day, i'm feeling horrible,but something happened today that made me realise why i joined this community why have to get rid of this destructive behaviour,its love for a women ! A desire to have meagninful relationship to be the best version of myself not an illusion were i escape when feeling sad and lonely, today i'm starting again ! Day 0
Day-10 , Checking In "Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." I havent encountered any urges in these 10 days , havent seen any nude content from past 10 days , now i am afraid that i may encounter this upcoming huge urge attack , what should i do ?
No, it doesn't sound lame. First, porn creates unusual expectations for how long a sexual act can last. A Google search reveals that 5.4 minutes is the world's average, so you're okay. Then there's this joke: - Did you hear that sex burns as much calories as running? - Who the hell runs for five minutes?! Stay strong, bro, you're doing great.
