Day 0 I relapsed today. I made a fatal mistake of watching porn images. I had a wet dream and then i fapped. I know every time i do this i am pushing myself backward. I know i could have hold the lease on my urges. But i did it knowing that it will cost me my progress. It's was not worth it. But i didn't do a binge. For past streak i learnt to go forward without binging. I don't feel any guilt after a relapse but when I used to binge i get guilty feeling for days. so every hour is progress. I am tired of telling myself the from now on i will do it without any relapse. But i think i shouldn't do it purposely.