[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

2/90

 

Just start over. One small relapse doesn't mean anything. Whatever you do, don't binge! Just get right back on the saddle.

 

0/////90
Feel low

 

Checking in, 2 days

 

Day 19, reach first the goal then manage change your life.

 

Checking in for day 5 times flying.

 

exactly, a drop in motivation, yeah. almost like i was in pre-relapse stage. nofap become second in priority and some days later here´s the outcome

i´m still a bit shaken. still need to reflect and learn from this event or i will be bounded to repeat this mistake again. but the drop in motivation played a part on this, no doubt. thanks bro

 

Guys i miss u
Other challenges aren"t active like that one
Keep struggling & pushing forward
Never surrender.....

 

i thought on that, let the counter running. but it didn´t feel good bro. i know that after 60 days, 1 time is not a relapse, i don´t consider it, it´s a slip at most. but the problem is: the challenge, the counter states "no porn, no masturbation" and i did both, so it wouldn´t be fair to let the counter running. i was writing in the forum and right in the beginning it didn´t feel good. i felt fony to let things untouched.

it really sucks to reset the counter but it sucks even more to carry a heavy conscience. so it´s better this way

let´s go!!!

 

Good luck bro. keep going, keep focus!!!!

 

well, resetting the counter really sucks. it sucks but i will try to see where i stumble. how i stumble.

thanks for all the good advices brothers. i feel your support.

Let´s go again

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Was doing well but didn't put in the work to overcome the urge. This has been a long road to nowhere but I'm staying strong and starting again

 

Any idea why you had a drop in motivation? That might be the key learning curve ...

 

Current Challenge 0/90 (ends Feb 16)

270/297 Good Days (no relapse)
Day 94 weight training (M, W, F)
Day 30 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar

Joined nofap Jan 25, 2019
Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later)

- my commitment to noPMO had a hiccup this morning so back to day 0
- the good news is I am right back at her and bouncing back faster than before with no desire to binge
- watched a good universalman video this morning (after the deed) which I think will be a game changer for me if I can shift my identity to one of "I'm not that kind of person"(who PMO's) anymore
- I also agree with him that super powers are just getting back the feelings and abilities that porn stole from you in the first place
- your brother in this struggle ... still though!!!

 

9 days. Super long day at work. Knackered. Keep on rolling!

 

I’m back. 0/90

Haven’t even been trying for months. But I’m back hoping to stay.

 

Day 4/90

 

Day 32. Looking at the process be like......
No pmo is not the priority, Lifestyle is the priority.

 

24 days.

 

Day 23: Good day today. Not much of a struggle at all. Been getting more in control of my thoughts of late. Onwards and upwards and restored.