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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
This is the end of my third day. Feeling myself extreemly weird. Especially in the area of genitals. Actually, I do not feel anything in this area... Since I'm not trying even fantasize about porn actresses, my genitals are just hanging dead quite. But the good news are that my headache has slightly reduced.
I will keep going.
Day 0/90 No PM (ends April 8)
Day 349 on this challenge
Day 117 weight training (M, W, F)
Day 9 No alcohol
Day 9 No desserts
Day 8 No caffeine
- one click lead to another and I lacked the self discipline to stop last night so since I ended up looking at sexy pics in the end, I decided that was a relapse and I needed to reset my counter
- on the positive side, averaging once every 2 weeks for the past few months is a huge improvement for me since I used to do it 4-6 times in a 2 week period in the past
- new lesson learned each time I try so all is good as I am still growing in self education
- your brother in this struggle
I made it through day 1, even though i had a lot of urges to just give up and go back to p today, which is a huge relief, especially after last week and i am very happy about it.
Thank you all for the support here it really gives me more reason to stay strong and fight my urges.
76/90. Two weeks to go. Dealing with some urges though, don't want to be overconfident. Just have to stay focused and committed. Let's keep going friends.
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Day 17: Today was ok. Noticed that some not so good thoughts when seeing women that came back after the relapse. Glad to know they were easier to control when I was going good for almost two months. Feeling good about fighting for a better lifestyle. Not real stressors or triggers. Onwards and upwards and restored.
Day 2 88 days to go
Day 13/90. Tough day today. Had a lot of urges, mainly when alone in my room. I also realised that I feel the need to masturbate mostly when I'm depressed, and today I felt like that sometimes. But keeping going, things will get better.
"Breaking an addiction requires you to break yourself first."
Day 2 going on
Day 12!!! Started too feel a little like a flatline, but we will get through this. Told my ex-gf last night and she took it better than I expected and showed understanding and seemed a little less angry with me now. This is probably not going to get us back at this point, but being open and honest always helps. Keep going guyz!
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Alright one week in. Day 7/90. Let's just keep this up!
Day 6. Good. 6/7.