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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 46/90... I will be offshore for a while without access to internet. Hopefully, be back on day 60. Thank you guys for your support, comments, likes and everything that had steer me on for this long. May the force be with us all
83/90 Severe nightmares. I dreamed of relapse, I watched P and M, great relief when I woke up.
Only one week to go!
My friend, it is part of the process. Don't worry, you are in a very good moment, almost 90 days congratulations!!!
We've got a solid contingent starting on the same day 0. Let's get it. Saitama, go one punch the entire porn industry for us, thanks.
I want to join again, I failed yesterday. I wrote a short haiku
Deep in this pit of addiction
I saw a spark of light
I am a rat dying in a cage
That started to bite through the bars
15/90. ..16.67% progress.
Day 1 was easiest - celebrating the Baptism of Lord(eastern orthodox), helping my grandmother and visiting by friends birthday party literally kept my mind free from pervert thoughts and cravings.
Today I feel some cravings but get them out of mind quickly.
very good brother . yeah, it´s kind of sad to see that the occasional porn user will never know how good it´s life could be without that destructive behaviour. man, it´s a world of difference. but at least we know . Let´s go!!!!
Congratulations brother!!! now don´t let your defenses down. Keep going, let´s go!!!!
don´t worry that happened to me also. it´s normal. Keep going!!!
Day 21! I know I should not do this, but I have really strong boners when I think about sex (with real girls ofc) and tried touching it - I can report the strongest boners I have had in probably years and the sensitivity is beyond anything I have experienced even with sex with no condom the past years. I am really happy about this! I will not reset, I did not masturbate or orgasm. Will just try to keep the positive vibe from the progress and not give in to urges and relapses. I think its going to be harder for me now haha I think I had some flatline after day 10 until 18-19. Definitely not in a flatline now. My experience shows that is mostly state of mind along with some of the withdrawal symptoms, but should not last you that long unless you start freaking out for no reason extending your negative state of mind. Trust me. I can prob orgasm with a few thoughts only and stroking very gently for like a min ... And I was one of the guys that had ED and PIED during real sex ... I am saying WAS, beacuse even if I havent finished the full reboot process, I am not going back to porn again! Also, yes, try to socialize more and communicate with more girls, even if nothing happens with them you will feel more aroused by real humans and will help your libido come back quicker! To be honest my problem now is not thinking about porn at all ... its thinking about real sex. I will probably be able to regulate my thoughts about sex better in the future, but one of the goals here is to be aroused by real sex much more! And its happening Keep going strong!
very good brother. nice and steady . just keep the good habits running.
49 days my brothers. Have a nice week and watchout for the licor!!! Major trigger there