89/90 Busy all day again. My mechanic and I were repairing my tractor so there was no time for dirty thoughts. So if I see it right, I finish the challenge tomorrow?
Have to start over, had a though week and one thing led to another. Also almost every night have had one wet dream.
Day 0. So I went to the psicologist and we plan on having continuous sessions. The psicologist was surprisingly well educated about sex addiction, pornography and compulsions and all that stuff so I am confident that this will go somewhere positive. Nevertheless I will try to stabilize my work circumstances, as they are making me feel a little stressful at the moment. I'll have some issues with public transport tomorrow because I'll start early at 7am, gotta be at the station at around 6 and I'll have limited transport. Meaning at some point I will have to go on foot a hell of a long way, but yeah. I think I can deal with it for now. I'm feeling motivated as I am going to see my psicologist again on thursday and we are going to do some more profound check ups, however I don't want to rely on that as my motivation obviously, so I'll try my best to really find my motivation again. I found a good video from Universal Man about a way to do that efficiently. I'll keep updating.
Day 8: Just a little over a week. Feeling better than last time. Need to be more disciplined though. If i cannot be disciplined enough to check in everyday how can I expect to be disciplined to keep from PMO. Onwards and upwards and restored.
28 Days! One month, here I come, but not in the dirty way (I know the pun joke was stupid, but it helps to look at this problem from the funny side, this way it looks much more manageable)
