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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Completed my 90 days challenge truely now.
Thanks pal... But This time I won't feed my demon with my addiction... i will again try to rise up starting from zero...
day 8! Here's a tough one... Woke up with really bad vibes and need to focus on work. I think a crucial phase is starting now, as far as I remember from my last attempts. Stay STRONG
Day 2 - installed manage Spin and browser on android phone which blocks P sites on Google chrome and any custom sites you want blocked, there's a small monthly fee but totally worth it!
very good brother. nice and steady!! let´s go!!!!
focus on your strategy brother. Let´s go!!!
69 days my brothers
my social anxiety is dropping slowly but it´s dropping. yesterday i went to the gas station and instead of looking down nervous like always or just being a rude client like i see lot´s of men do, i actually engage in a conversation with the clerk girl eheh. we even have a few laughs together . so i feel good things going on, nofap is paying off. slowly yes, but it´s paying off
i feel also a sense of peace, not always here, but sometimes i feel it. which is a really good feeling, to be at ease.
Let´s go brothers!!! just this day. no promisses, no pressure, just this day.
Excellent my friend, vamos!!!
FROM PAST 1 DAY THE URGE HAS BEEN HIGHEST.
Should I stop masturbating completely?
or something like twice a week or once a week?
That depends on how you feel about it, buddy. Most people here abstain from masturbating entirely and so do I. It's up to you and what makes you fell good about yourself.
As I said, been busy this last week. Anyway, 23 days. This is my highest streak. I have had some urges lately, since I reached day 20, but I'm managing that.
I'm doing no pmo, and lately I'm missing having sex. I'm doing hard mode because last time I had sex I couldn't hold my erection, and I'm afraid to have sex before I finish the challenge and that happens again. Anyone experienced the same?
So, I just had a few confusing days again in terms of my Nofap project.
My girlfriend and I have been trying to have a baby for 2 years now, without success. So Friday, my girlfriend did an artificial insemination treatment - I think that's what it's called in English? Anyway, I had like a 15 minute window to retreat and 'produce the seed', as they called it. It was so weird that I used an erotic story to get me excited enough. So, technically a relapse, but not by choice, but because the circumstances more or less demanded.
Still, I was afraid it might make my urges come back and one thing that did happen is that last night I couldn't help but be really curious to know how this erotic story continued. So I went back there and read it til the end. But even though it excited me at first and gave me an erection, I knew doing M would be a bad idea, so I didn't and the excitement flowed away.
But then it turned out my sperm count was quite low, which the nurses said could very well be because it had been 2 weeks that I didn't ejaculate - because I didn't have sex with my girlfriend for 2 weeks, and in the meantime I was not masturbating. They were saying I should ejaculate at least once a week to have healthy sperm production. So now I have to find a way of bringing M back into my life - because there's quite a big chance we have to try the treatment a few more times before it works - without reviving my P addiction as well.
Yes, as I was afraid, the whole confusion has led to a relapse. I'm gonna reset my counter and be strict again on no P, and just allow some occasional M around the IVF treatments.
Yes, you have two conflicting priorities here. One is to produce a baby, the other is stay away from PM. It seems like both are impossible at the same time. I would suggest doing what you need to do to produce the baby. For 99.99999% of us on this site, there are no true benefits to PM and do us nothing but harm. But in your case, the situation is a bit different. Just don't worry so much about your counter and being PM free at the moment. It is true that when you M, your body clears old older, weaker, sperm cells and replaces them with younger, stronger ones. This is what you need if you want to get your girlfriend pregnant. Just put your PMO goals to the side for the moment, until you get her pregnant, and then go back to your PMO mission afterwards. One thing at a time.
Day 84 complete!
Thanks. You might be right, it's weird and confusing to combine. Still, I don't want to fall back into watching a lot of P. So it's still gonna be a bit of a puzzle how to do M in a healthy, non-obsessive way, when I'm still in the middle of trying to get out of the addiction. But well, that's life, I guess..
Check in day 9